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January 8th, 2007
06:27 am - this is my previous entry
endless\-0 WINTEr re2q3 it seems ,d;;;: cold laughing at it now
seems so hard INSERT THE
X RAY
please God put me out of my私は自
misery and buy
me a condo
it's not you it's neutron stars
分自身を笑う死機械の中の買
物の結束
戦争の
i hope no]][[[]one sees me anymore
魅惑的なentrails憎む
death, dying{unity_archive
transmit;
reverse/EXECUTE~~!
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December 21st, 2006
02:16 am - i took a nice bath lying facedown
殺 gropingly In closing, suicide is painless. Give it a shot. P.S. Drink cups of my urine.
害 she had worst
の i hung myself in my .......attic
割 no one
の hypodermic cracks
悪 vaginal excretion samurai "It's the ambulance she said" she said, but
く no one heard her.
基 most experiences rough-+_hewn snowflake
礎
的 international terrorism crying into hands
な shut your fucking face i hat e y o u please someone call
死
の 63><p;[3[3e[[[[[[wrpow[epor[[[[[[[[[[[ im like a butterfly except instead of flying i kill myself
戦
士 dear diary i had a shitty day today my girlfriend activate the killing module
は
大 dear diary lightning bugs
き
い all of your grandparents are dead, serves them right for being f aggot ragheads
下
記 FAGGTRONIC TRANSSSSGENDERED LESBIAN SHIT KYKE
の solitude
精 she's my one and only
神
を when you hate yourself hate yourself hateyourself
持
ち
出 don't ever overlook the benefits of \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\dying
す jesus the savior & organgrinder
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December 4th, 2006
12:49 am - mi vagina atacó a niño pequeño
It is revealed that many in the Himalayas revert to carnal incineration shortly after leaving the womb, often finding themselves unable to propagate for some many months afterward. Refluxing forward, we a see a steady decline in male hormones in relation to vacation time used in the off-peak months. Any attempts to argue otherwise are usually met with a swift beating from your childhood when daddy kept drinking and started yelling at mommy and then he killed your dog and raped your stuffed animals ravaging primal backyard mayhem.
Ours is a society built solely on rape, both of the mind and of the soul. The only way to counteract this is with healthy diet, exercise, yoga and class 3 tornadoes. I'd tear my flesh asunder much more often, but I still need to pay the mortgage. In the meantime, I hope you've received the invoice that shows my love for you, coated in anthrax and addressed to Santa Clause. If you knew what I was feeling on the inside you'd spend a lot more time vomiting.
All of my fondest childhood memories are actually just Sizzler commercials. Maybe I'd have an easier time being a successful humanoid if I shattered my skull and sliced open my abdomen in the middle of a crowded city square, pigeons flying away in flocks as businessmen congregate together and all drink cyanide in unison, slapping their secretary's ass just to let her know that she's subhuman.
it's a simple device I made
pull the fuse it'll detonate
I'll never try
to see your side
hop on the bus
and take these lives
as long as I'm gone its fine
Allah knows my place
and this is what I should do
this world is a waste
and now you are too
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November 28th, 2006
11:09 pm - I'm not going to say anything weird or negative in this post
I need to spend an Amazon.com gift card by December 15th, so I'm open to any and all suggestions as to what books to buy with it. I've already picked out a bunch, but since I'm being a savvy consumer by buying them used I still have $14 remaining to blow (which goes surprisingly far when buying used paperbacks). So, suggest away if you want to be a pal.
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November 6th, 2006
November 1st, 2006
05:46 pm - Quarto quadro dell'universo assente
It was monday afternoon when the phone rang.
*Click* "Hello?"
*bzzt* "Hello! May I have a few minutes of your time?"
"Um.. sure."
The phone clicked.
I felt a little older.
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October 29th, 2006
12:44 am - p.s.
i hate myself and i want to die
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October 28th, 2006
11:40 pm
Sociopathic enterprise floating down into your spinal fluid, Hollywood, CA. I posit a question as you reach this point: "May there be only one unto existence, or shall it be that beings of civilized stature in fact exist not even in the most technical sense?". And you sit there, pondering this question, wondering whether or not it truly possess any merit. And you sit there, and you think. Finally, an epiphany strikes you and you, being to slowly undress yourself, revolve into unexistent atrophy. And you sit there, naked to the world, naked for all to see. And you sit there. And you die. You die like you have never died before, you die like you have never died before. And you sit there. And you die. "What becomes of you?" a religious-oriented theologon might ask. "What is the after life?" "What is God?" "What should my true morals be?".
And you hear this. You hear this, take a moment to think. Take a moment to assess your situation, what subtleties, what foolishness has overcome you. As you expierence this, you realize there is nothing left to do but laugh. You laugh and you laugh and you laugh.
Two million years later, a strand of DNA recombines to re-propagate its species and re-claim its environment.
Suddenly, the significance of it all hits you and you wake up, terminally drifting into the sun, hoping that some day the universe runs its course and you can go back to living as the chemical fluctuation you are.
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October 13th, 2006
05:39 pm - AXOLOTL
AXOLOTL
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September 30th, 2006
02:26 pm - eat her small intestine, girls love all that romantic shit
i hate all of you
Current Music: machine is bored with love
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September 26th, 2006
12:08 am - you can't get a charizard from a fucking squirtle
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September 11th, 2006
September 9th, 2006
10:51 pm - SHITTING TENTACLES
posiclespressrefreshviolencewidowsdyingturningouthundredfungusfuckingcuntcuntcuntcuntcuntcuntlisterinetentsphotographinglewdsecnesofawomanlosingallsenseofdignityandunderstaingofherbodyandinsteadsurrenderingherselftoforcesshedoesnotunderstandforthesimplefactthatthereisnothingtounderstandaboutthem.feedbackcyclesloopingthroughthebraintellingyouwhentoshit,whentoeat,whentoreproduceandwhentokillyourself,alltravellingatamillionlightyearspersecondintothepleasurereceptorsofyourconciousness.
( lovestobreatheinsideherskull )
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September 6th, 2006
05:24 pm - Use this in your Christmas decorations
Yeah so like... BEST FUCKING VIDEO ON YOUTUBE. PERIOD.
Umm, school happened on me like a train. A train performing...
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August 26th, 2006
August 17th, 2006
12:04 am - She worked from then on in a mininum wage sun.
I'm fucking tired of this shit.
Current Location: Fuck you
Current Music: DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
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August 7th, 2006
August 6th, 2006
11:30 pm - Oh yeah, I forgot:
Since all of you are art fags or whatever, can you help me find some stuff on the Mavo movement? The internets don't seem to be helping me and the book I found on it is $60 on Amazon. I'd greatly appreciate it if you'd help me and my research.
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11:26 pm - AIDS cemetary on Tuesday morning
Editor's note: I am punk rock.
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02:55 pm - Some various musings:
Welcome to Egypt, Moses spinning discs fill up your eyes and level out your brain into something you can't until the uterus drops into radioactive stolen camera footage in all cases evil villains smiling sandpaper kisses into huanted house ultrafuck unconciously wondering if shower nudes never learn that you spend most of your life being dead as fuck but porno gods turn and toss at night lest mayors come in the morning and see what they hath wrought
Also: Tonight I do not plan to bake a cake and see no reason at all why I should.
Also also: 
Also also also: 
Current Music: Flaming Lips
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